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So, Erm, Yeah.

I'm back. Sorry I haven't been here. More of a proper update soon.

I've missed you guys sooooooo much, I already feel like I'm back home.

Edward's back in Forks.

I Hate Technology!

Ok first of all thanks Barb, Vero and Shell for your notes, you guys mean the world to me and I've missed you guys! So in my last journal I said I would catch up over the weekend, that was 2 weeks ago! So I did actually sit down and planned to spend a good few hours catching up with everyone here. My modem had other ideas :( I couldn't get online at all and there ofcourse there was no one at tech support until Monday. So I rang them on Monday and we went through the usual resets and checks and they informed me that my modem was fucked and as I'd had it over a year I would have to buy a new one which is about Â£100 ($200US approx)! That's all I need this close to christmas but as all 3 of us in the house use the interweb alot we had to pull the cash together! I actually got back on Monday 1st December but Ive had all my wrapping to do.

That's enough of that though I have something else to talk about. As you all know I had a little drama when I went to see the Boys in October, I'm still not totally healed from that! So I got online and found out that they're coming back in March next year, not near me again but they're so worth travelling for! I look at my credit card and I have just enough to get a ticket YAY! So did I do the rational thing and skip the OCK pre sale standing tickets and get a seat or did my fan girl side take over and buy a pre sale ticket? Yep I'm in the pit again! I'm lucky enough to have got Early Entry again so I'm going to be wedged up to the barrier again however I have a new mantra, WWJBD? Wondering what that stands for? What Would Jack Bauer Do?! No one and I mean NO ONE is going to stop me seeing Patrick, Pete, Joe & Andy up close this time! Not security, not people passing out (that still irks me, why pass out for the support band? Yeah YMA6 were very good but I don't think they're at pass out level quite yet, not far off though.), no one. So on March 5th 2009 I want to ask you all a favour. Send some of your strength to me, anything you can spare. I know you've all got shit in your lives that requires a lot of strength but any drop would be great. I am determined to do this, I know it's silly but I want to be part of that atmosphere when they play Saturday. Don't get me wrong thinking back to October I had a fabulous time, I was singing along by myself like a mad woman but knowing that I was where Pete stood on the barrier gets to me so I now need to do it.

Anyhoo the pressies aren't going to wrap themselves! Barb and Shell I really am going to catch up all your Fan Fics over the weekend. Vero I'll be round soon, hope you're all having a Stumparific day!

Oh and a belated happy Turkey Day!

Now something nice to look at:

^ Credit Icecreamheadaches(live journal)

It's A Boy!

Bronx Mowgli Wentz came in to the world th November! Congratulations to Pete & Ashlee!

On a side note sorry I haven't been around much, I'll be catching up over the weekend I promise!

Have a great weekend!

Chicago Is So 2 Years Ago Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Title: Chicago Is So 2 Years Ago.

Fandom: Fall Out Boy

Genre: Romance/Drama

Characters: Patrick, Pete, Joe, Andy, Kelsey, Amanda

Disclaimer/Warning: 1 Sweary, 1 sexy scene, scenes of an upsetting nature.

Summary: The search for Kelsey continues.

The police took a description of Kelsey and examined the CCTV tapes. Patrick sat with them, scouring every second to see if he could see what had happened to her. At the 10am mark he saw Kelsey on the screen and it chilled him to the bone. She looked happy and relaxed as she entered the hotel. A few minutes later he saw her leave with a man, the picture was a little fuzzy but he looked about 30, slightly taller than Kelsey (he guessed around 6ft as Kelsey was 5 ft 4) and had dark hair. As they watched Patrick noticed that Kelsey no longer looked relaxed. She was tense and kept looking around as if she was trying to find something or someone. She looked directly at the camera as she and John turned to enter the car park opposite, the police officer paused the tape. Patrick sat forward trying to make out her face. She looked so sad, so scared. As the officer pressed play again John turned to see what Kelsey was looking at and they finally got a good look at Johns face. One of the other officers leaned in to get a better look.

â�˜Itâ�™s him again sir.â�™

â�˜Itâ�™s who again.â�™ Patrick said furiously.

â�˜That man has a number of restraining orders against him. Heâ�™s tried to get close to a lot of artists who come through here, mainly women, but heâ�™s never been able to. What does Miss Abrahams play?â�™

â�˜Sheâ�™s not a member of the band, sheâ�™s our PA.â�™

â�˜How did he get in touch with her?â�™

â�˜He rang her mobile.â�™

â�˜Ok we need to know who has access to that number.â�™

â�˜Not many people, our record company, a few friends. Oh and she was in hospital a few weeks ago.â�™

â�˜May I ask why?â�™

â�˜Erm, yeah. She suffered a miscarriage, officer, sheâ�™s not just our PA sheâ�™s my girlfriend. We have to find her.â�™

We will, weâ�™ve got officers on the way to his house right now.â�™

Joe and Andy burst in to the room.

â�˜We got here as soon as we heard. Do we know where she is?â�™

â�˜No, we know whoâ�™s got her though. Apparently the police already knew about him, shouldnâ�™t we have been warned or something?â�™

â�˜Iâ�™d be surprised if you werenâ�™t.â�™

The police rang the hospital and found out that up until the week before John Moonves had been a nurse there. When they checked Kelseyâ�™s discharge papers heâ�™d been the person who filled them in. The officers stopped questioning the crew as it was obvious that heâ�™d got the number form the hospital. This meant he also had Patrickâ�™s number too. As they got word that the police had reached the house Patrickâ�™s phone rang.

â�˜It didnâ�™t take them long to find me did it Patrick?â�™

â�˜What the fuck are you doing with her?â�™

â�˜Nothing. Iâ�™m going to look after her better than you could. Who would hit a pregnant woman?â�™

â�˜That was an accident, I want to talk to her.â�™

â�˜She doesnâ�™t want to talk to you, sheâ�™s happy with me now.â�™

Patrick knew that he was lying. Before Moonves hung up Patrick heard men shouting in the distance.

â�˜Heâ�™s got her in his house, I could hear the other police shouting.â�™

â�˜Did he say why he had her Mr Stump?â�™

â�˜He said he was going to look after her better than I could.â�™

â�˜Thatâ�™s a good sign, he wonâ�™t hurt her.â�™

Patrick broke down, he couldnâ�™t stand the thought of anything happening to Kelsey. Pete sat down and put his arm around him.

â�˜Sheâ�™ll be fine, the police are there already.â�™

â�˜What if he panics? We donâ�™t know what heâ�™s capable of.â�™

â�˜Excuse me Mr Stump heâ�™s never threatened to hurt anyone, he just wants to get close to the women. Heâ�™s never been able to take anyone before but then again Miss Abrahams doesnâ�™t fit his usual mo.â�™ There was a garbled message on the officers radio but Patrick couldnâ�™t make it out, he put his head in his hands and closed his eyes, shutting off the world and all the horrors unfolding, he couldnâ�™t bare to think about anything happening to Kelsey.

As she lay on what she assumed to be a bed Kelsey was terrified, why hadnâ�™t she let Patrick come with her? Why was John doing this to her when heâ�™d taken such good care of her in hospital? Heâ�™d blindfolded her so she couldnâ�™t see where she was but there was a strong smell of fresh paint. She guessed she was in the basement as sheâ�™d been led down some stairs. Her hands and legs were tied and there was a gag over her mouth. She heard footsteps on the stairs and she tried to cry out.

â�˜Please donâ�™t be like that Kelsey, youâ�™re safe now, Iâ�™m going to take care of you unlike that Patrick. Huh, I hear cars, sounds like we have company. Iâ�™ll go and see who it is then we can get to know each other better!â�™

Kelsey heard John go upstairs and she heard talking, she was sure she heard someone say Patrick, she struggled to get free. Was Patrick here? She wanted to see him again so much, for him to hold her in his arms again. She managed to turn over and wriggle the gag off her mouth.

â�˜PATRICK, PATRICK, Iâ�™M DOWN HERE!â�™

She stopped to see if there was a reply, she could hear John shouting and there seemed to be men outside shouting. After a few minutes she heard a loud bang, one of the officers had pushed past John. There was more shouting and Kelsey heard the police identify themselves. She screamed again trying to get their attention. Then she heard gun shots and everything went quiet.

â�˜Hello. Hello. Is anyone there?â�™ She could hardly breathe she was so scared. She heard footsteps on the stairs again, more than one person this time, Kelsey lay on flat on her stomach, hardly breathing in case it was John and heâ�™d brought someone with him.

â�˜Sheâ�™s down here. Miss Abrahams are you ok, this is the police.â�™

Kelsey just cried, she tried to speak but no words would come.

â�˜Hi, Iâ�™m Officer Patrick Davies, I heard you shouting Patrick but Iâ�™m guessing Iâ�™m not the one you want! Once theyâ�™ve took some pictures weâ�™re going to get you checked over then youâ�™ll be with your Patrick, can you sit up?â�™ He took the blindfold off her, the room was beautiful. The walls had been painted purple and band posters hung everywhere. She had been lying on a 4 poster bed with purple sheets, there were 2 pictures on a table in the corner of the room. One was of John with a woman and a little boy and the other was just the woman and boy. As Officer Davies helped her up Kelsey couldnâ�™t help staring at the pictures.

â�˜Does anyone know who the people in the pictures are?â�™

â�˜Yeah I do, it was so sad. Theyâ�™re his wife and son, he used to work with a band, canâ�™t remember what they were called. John invited them on tour with them for a week, then when the week was up they said their goodbyes and John went to get on the bus. His son had forgotten to give him a present heâ�™d bought and he ran to give it to him. The bus hit him in the head, his mom ran to get him out of the way and got caught under the wheels. His son was killed instantly and his wife died on the way to hospital. He said thatâ�™s why he became a nurse. But he missed life on the road so he kept trying to get backstage at any concert here.â�™

A female officer introduced herself as Judy and crouched beside Kelsey, offering to stay with her. Kelsey declined as she felt safer with Officer Davies with her.

â�˜The ENTs are here to see you outside, do you feel up to moving? Theyâ�™ve finished with all the pictures.â�™

â�˜Yeah he didnâ�™t hurt me.â�™

â�˜Letâ�™s get you to the right Patrick then!â�™

â�˜Oh it wasnâ�™t that I didnâ�™t want you to help me.â�™

â�˜I know that, actually I just between you and me my daughterâ�™s a big Fall Out Boy and sheâ�™s always mentioning the guys. I heard Patrick Stump had reported you missing so I knew who you meant. Are you sure youâ�™re ok to get up?â�™

â�˜Yeah, like I said he didnâ�™t hurt me. I heard gun shots.â�™

â�˜He tried to stop us getting in, just warning shots really, he thought we wanted to hurt you.â�™

â�˜So he;s ok?â�™

â�˜Yeah.â�™ Officer Davies got the tape from her hands and feet and helped her up the stairs. John was sat in the corner of the room surrounded by police.

â�˜Before we go could I talk to him?â�™

â�˜Iâ�™ll find out.â�™ After a few minutes he came back. â�˜You can have a quick word.â�™

Kelsey walked across the room and knelt in front of John. â�˜Why did you tie me up?â�™

â�˜If you couldnâ�™t run then you couldnâ�™t get hurt.â�™

â�˜Thatâ�™s all I needed to know.â�™ Kelsey held his hand. â�˜You donâ�™t have to worry about anyone getting hurt, youâ�™ll drive yourself mad.â�™

â�˜But all those buses.â�™

â�˜What happened was a freak accident, I have to go now but please take care of yourself.â�™

â�˜No you canâ�™t go, youâ�™ll get hurt.â�™

â�˜I wonâ�™t, I promise. Please stop worrying about everyone else, there are thousands of buses and only a few accidents. You have to get the help you need and Iâ�™m going to make sure you do.â�™

â�˜Officer Davies cleared his throat, â�˜we have to go.â�™

â�˜Ok. Goodbye John.â�™

John said nothing but went back to staring out of the window. The EMTs checked Kelsey over and confirmed she hadnâ�™t been hurt so she was taken straight to the police station where Patrick was waiting for her. She ran over and flung her arms around him.

â�˜I was so worried about you.â�™ Patrick was crying again.

â�˜Iâ�™m ok, he was never going to hurt me.â�™

â�˜How can you know that?â�™

Kelsey told Patrick Johns story and after giving a statement was allowed to go back to the hotel. Patrick lay on the bed and Kelsey lay next to him, putting her head on his shoulder and began to cry. After a while Patrick spoke.

â�˜So whatâ�™s going to happen to him?â�™

â�˜I donâ�™t know but I just want him to get the help he needs. When we were on the way to the police station Officer Davies told me after the accident John was only offered 1 counselling session. He saw his wife and child killed and they thought heâ�™d be fixed in 45! The poor guy must have been so sad and scared. Thatâ�™s why he became a nurse, he didnâ�™t want anyone else to hurt like he was. The police assumed he was a stalker when he tried to get backstage at gigs but he just wanted to keep everyone safe. I feel so sorry for him.â�™

â�˜But what he did to you.â�™

â�˜He tied me up so I couldnâ�™t run and get hurt, Iâ�™m going to make sure the court knows that, he never meant me any harm he just went about it wrong.â�™

â�˜Werenâ�™t you scared?â�™

â�˜Yeah but once I saw where I was that faded, then when I spoke to him all the fear went. I could see in his eyes heâ�™s a good man.â�™

â�˜Ok thatâ�™s enough talking for tonight, you look tired.â�™

â�˜Yeah I am.â�™

â�˜Right come on then.â�™ Patrick ordered her to get ready for bed. Kelsey cuddled in next to him.

â�˜I always feel safe with you.â�™

â�˜Good, Iâ�™d never let anything happen to you. I love you.â�™

â�˜I love you too.â�™ Kelsey kissed Patrickâ�™s bare chest, his neck and then his mouth.

â�˜You are so gorgeous Kelsey.â�™

â�˜Youâ�™re a handsome manâ�™

â�˜Oh shut up!.â�™

â�˜You are, I wish you could see that.â�™

Kelsey got on top of him and ripped his shorts off.

â�˜What are you doing Miss Abrahams?â�™ Patrick ran his hands down her sides, giving her goosebumps.

â�˜I missed you. All I could think of was wanting you to hold me again and when I see you this is all I can think of. Is that a problem?â�™

â�˜No complaints here!.â�™

As they made love neither of them noticed Pete enter the room upset, needing to talk to someone, see them and creep back out of the room with tears in his eyes.

Chicago Is So 2 Years Ago.

Chapter 7

Title: Chicago Is So 2 Years Ago.

Fandom: Fall Out Boy

Genre: Romance/Drama

Characters/Pairing(s): Patrick, Pete, Joe, Andy, Kelsey, Amanda.

Disclaimer/Warning: Scenes of an upsetting nature, maybe some sex and swearies.

Summary: Howâ�™s Patrick going to react to Kelseys news?

Patrick hugged Kelsey.

â�˜Thatâ�™s awesome!â�™

â�˜Yeah.â�™

â�˜You donâ�™t sound too sure, I thought you wanted kids? Thereâ�™s no need to worry youâ�™ll be a fantastic mom.â�™

â�˜Yeah I do want kids.â�™

â�˜How far along are you?â�™

â�˜A month or so. Iâ�™ll have a better idea when I see the doctor.â�™

â�˜So Iâ�™m going to be a dad.â�™

â�˜Patrick, please sit down.â�™

â�˜Why, whatâ�™s going on?â�™

â�˜I really donâ�™t know how to tell you this.â�™

â�˜Tell me what?â�™

â�˜You know when you went to New York?â�™

â�˜Yeah, you stayed and looked after Pete. What did the fool do?â�™

â�˜Well, erm.â�™ Kelsey hesitated and tripped over her words. She didnâ�™t want to tell Patrick but she knew he had to know. She didnâ�™t want to let him live a lie if the baby wasnâ�™t his. â�˜Patrick, Pete and I slept together.â�™

â�˜What? Why? I thought you were over him.â�™

â�˜It just kinda happened. Itâ�™s the only time itâ�™s happened since we got together.â�™

â�˜Youâ�™re as bad as him, you donâ�™t know what you want!â�™ Patrick got up and flung the door open.

â�˜Where are you going?â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m going to see him and sort this out.â�™

â�˜Patrick donâ�™t. I love you and Iâ�™ve talked to Pete and weâ�™ve agreed itâ�™s over.â�™

He didnâ�™t stop and stormed down the hall and in to Petes room.

â�˜What the fuck did you think you were doing huh? As soon as I was on the plane you couldnâ�™t keep your dick in your pants?â�™

â�˜What are you talking about?â�™

â�˜Donâ�™t act all innocent, Kelsey told me what happened when I went to New York.â�™

â�˜Whyâ�™d you tell him?â�™

â�˜I had to Pete. Iâ�™m pregnant.â�™

â�˜Oh Kelsey.â�™

â�˜Donâ�™t oh Kelsey her!â�™ Patrick tried to punch Pete but Kelsey stepped in between them trying to break up the fight. As she did Patrickâ�™s elbow caught her in the stomach and she collapsed to the floor.

â�˜Kelsey Iâ�™m sorry!â�™

â�˜Patrick.â�™ Pete pointed and all the colour drained from his face. Kelsey was bleeding heavily and grabbing her stomach in pain. An ambulance was called and she was rushed to hospital, Patrick holding her hand the whole time. Pete and Patrick sat staring at each other across the waiting room while Kelsey was being seen. Eventually the doctor came out.

â�˜Mr Stump?â�™

â�˜Yes. How is she?â�™

â�˜Miss Abrahamsâ�™ fine but Iâ�™m sorry, sheâ�™d lost the baby. Sheâ�™s been asking for you.â�™

â�˜May I see her please?â�™

â�˜Yes but donâ�™t be too long.â�™

â�˜Thank you doctor.â�™

As Pete sat and sobbed Patrick sat next to him.

â�˜Listen Iâ�™m going to see her now, you stay here and weâ�™ll talk when I get out ok.â�™

â�˜Okâ�™

Patrick went in to the room, she was staring out of the window.

â�˜Hi.â�™

â�˜Guess this solves a problem.â�™

â�˜Donâ�™t say that Kelsey.â�™

â�˜Well it does, you wonâ�™t have the 9 month wait to find out.â�™

â�˜That was never an issue.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m sure the baby was yours. I love you and I want to be with you but I suppose thatâ�™s out of the question now, you must think Iâ�™m a total slut.â�™

â�˜No I donâ�™t, I love you.â�™

â�˜Can you ever forgive me?â�™

â�˜Of course. I was never angry at you, it was more Pete messing you around again really.â�™

Kelsey curled up and cried. Patrick put her head on his shoulder and stroked her hair.

â�˜Thatâ�™s it, let it out.â�™

â�˜I really wanted this baby.â�™

â�˜I know you did. Youâ�™ve wanted kids for a while but youâ�™re young and thereâ�™s plenty of time. I know it doesnâ�™t make it any easier but this isnâ�™t your last chance. I didnâ�™t want this to happen, I was trying to keep you safe. I need to talk to Pete and then postpone tonights show.â�™

â�˜No donâ�™t, the fans have waited long enough.â�™

â�˜But how can I go on with you in here?â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m being looked after, you shouldnâ�™t worry about me.â�™

â�˜Ok if youâ�™re sure. Iâ�™ll come back later. I love you.â�™

â�˜I love you too.â�™

Patrick left and sat next to Pete again and started to cry.

â�˜Patrick Iâ�™m so sorry about all this.â�™

â�˜My headâ�™s spinning Pete. How could you do this?â�™

â�˜I donâ�™t know, itâ�™s not like I planned to sleep with her it just happened. The morning after I got up and she didnâ�™t realise. She was sitting talking to Hemmy and all she could think about was you. She regretted what happened and so do I. I know how happy you are together, Iâ�™ve seen how much fun you have and how you smile whenever you see each other. All I want is for both of you to be happy.â�™

â�˜I need to time to think and clear my mind.â�™

â�˜I assume the showâ�™s off.â�™

â�˜No, she wants us to go on and I think sheâ�™s right, itâ�™ll keep my mind occupied.â�™

â�˜Ok.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m going to go for a walk but thereâ�™s a coffee shop near here, Iâ�™ll meet you, Joe and Andy there in an hour. â�˜

Patrick walked for a while and found a park. There was a pond with a family of ducks in it. As he watched the mother ferry her babies around tears streamed down his face. Heâ�™d been so happy when Kelsey told him she was pregnant. Heâ�™d never thought about having children before and now all he wanted was to go back and stop himself going to Peteâ�™s room. He met the guys for coffee and they did the show. After Patrick went back to the hospital, Kelsey was sleeping so he sat in the chair and watched her. She looked so beautiful and peaceful, at least she didnâ�™t have anything on her mind while she was asleep. She woke up while he was there.

â�˜Hi, how do you feel now?â�™

â�˜Tired but ok.â�™

â�˜Good, you should get some rest.â�™

â�˜But I just woke up!â�™

â�˜Oh you know what I mean. I really am sorry about all this. I went to a park today and I sat for an hour watching a family of ducks. Iâ�™ve never thought about family before but I want children more than anything now.â�™

â�˜I know. The doctors said I can leave tomorrow if my stats stay stable.â�™

â�˜Thatâ�™s great. So youâ�™ll be going home.â�™

â�˜No way, Iâ�™m coming with you, if youâ�™ll have me.â�™

â�˜Well only of you feel up to it but you wonâ�™t be working! Pete and I talked and I know it was a one off mistake. I should never have flown off the handle like that.â�™

â�˜You had every right to. It was a mistake and I feel so bad it happened. Peteâ�™s a friend and nothing more.â�™

â�˜Yeah. You should get back to sleep now and Iâ�™ll see you in the morning.â�™ Patrick held her hand. â�˜I love you.â�™ Kelsey was already asleep.

The doctor discharged her the next morning on the understanding that she would take it easy. Patrick got ready and picked her up as soon as she rang him. Theyâ�™d all cleaned and tidied the bus ready for Kelsey.

â�˜Are you sure you donâ�™t want to go home?â�™

â�˜It would stress me out more being stuck there. Honestly Patrick Iâ�™m better here with you and the guys.â�™

â�˜Youâ�™ve never liked sitting around have you? Well youâ�™re not moving out of that bed until youâ�™re 100% ok!â�™

â�˜Yes sir! Iâ�™m not stupid Patrick, I know I have to rest but I just like being part of the team.â�™

â�˜You are, itâ�™s you that holds the team together, whether youâ�˜re here or at home.â�™

Joe and Andy checked in on Kelsey before getting settled on the other bus then Pete came and she noticed that he had a black eye.

â�˜What happened there?â�™

â�˜Pete and I were talking.â�™

â�˜You hit him! Patrick there was blame on both side, he didnâ�™t do anything to deserve being hit.â�™

â�˜No I didnâ�™t hit him.â�™

â�˜Let me tell her Patrick, I donâ�™t know if you could with a straight face. So we were talking and I had a pen in my hand, Iâ�™d been writing, and I had an itchy eye and I went to rub it.â�™

â�˜Oh my god Pete you didnâ�™t stick the pen in your eye!â�™

â�˜Yeah I did.â�™

Kelsey burst out laughing and couldnâ�™t stop.

â�˜Itâ�™s not that funny!â�™

â�˜Oh but it is! I have had a shitty 24 hours so this is the funniest thing ever. Are you ok?â�™

â�˜Yeah, no damage itâ�™s just a bit sore.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m sorry for laughing Pete.â�™

â�˜Donâ�™t worry, it was pretty funny. You rest and Iâ�™ll see you later.â�™

â�˜I wish everyone would stop telling me to rest.â�™

â�˜Well weâ�™re worried about you. Plus it was partially my fault.â�™

â�˜No one was to blame, it was an accident.â�™

â�˜Ok Iâ�™ll see you later.â�™

â�˜Bye.â�™

Kelsey did as she was told and rested doing what she could from bed. She was soon feeling better so she got back to work properly, one night in Texas she got a phone call.

â�˜Hello.â�™

â�˜Hello, is that Kelsey Abrahams?â�™

â�˜Yes, whoâ�™s this?â�™

â�˜Oh hello. Iâ�™m John Moonves. Iâ�™m taking over looking after Panic and the office said I should get in touch with you. They said theyâ�™d let you know I was calling.â�™

â�˜Well they didnâ�™t but that doesnâ�™t surprise me, unless I chase things up I never get told anything.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m sorry. I was wondering if we could meet up so I could get some pointers from you, the band said you were the best.â�™

â�˜Theyâ�™re exaggerating but yeah we could. Iâ�™m in Texas at the moment.â�™

â�˜Where abouts?â�™

â�˜San Antonio.â�™

â�˜Thatâ�™s where Iâ�™m staying! Iâ�™m at the Marriott so would 10am be ok?â�™

â�˜That should be fine, Iâ�™ll see you then!â�™

â�˜Great, Iâ�™ll meet you in the lobby. Bye.â�™

â�˜Bye.â�™

The band finished the show and headed for something to eat. Kelsey told them about then phone call, Patrick thought it was a bad idea.

â�˜Are you sure you should meet with him, he could be anyone.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™ll be fine. The record company or Brendon must have passed on my number and neither would have given him it if they didnâ�™t trust him. Iâ�™ll be an hour tops then weâ�™ll be heading to Houston.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™ll come with you.â�™

â�˜Donâ�™t be silly, thereâ�™s no point both of us getting up early.â�™

It took Patrick ages to get to sleep that night, he had a really bad feeling about Kelseyâ�™s meeting. When he woke up sheâ�™d already left so he tried to ring her but got no answer. She never ignored his calls and he started to panic, he went to Pete.

â�˜Iâ�™ve tried to call Kelsey but I canâ�™t get an answer.â�™

â�˜Sheâ�™s probably driving.â�™

â�˜She has hands free.â�™

â�˜Then sheâ�™s talking.â�™

â�˜I canâ�™t remember the guys second name.â�™

â�˜Me either.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m going to call the company and check.â�™

â�˜Hello UMG Stacey speaking, how may I help you?â�™

â�˜Hi Stacey itâ�™s Patrick Stump. I need the name of Panics new PA.â�™

â�˜Ok just one second. Oh.â�™

â�˜Oh what?â�™

â�˜Erm. They donâ�™t have a PA right now. Are you sure it theirs you need?â�™

â�˜Yes, Kelsey Abrahams was supposed to meet him today in San Antonio and now I canâ�™t reach her.â�™

â�˜I donâ�™t know what to say.â�™

â�˜His name was John something.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™ll have another look. Sorry Patrick but there isnâ�™t a PA called John. Do you think sheâ�™s in danger?â�™

â�˜I do now. Thanks for your help Stacey, bye.â�™

â�˜MOONVES!â�™ Pete yelled. â�˜His name is John Moonves.â�™

â�˜Good I think weâ�™re going to need to tell the police that.â�™

â�˜Why?â�™

â�˜Panic donâ�™t have a PA.â�™

â�˜What! Hold on he said he was staying at the Marriott, letâ�™s go down there. Sheâ�™ll be sitting having coffee.â�™

â�˜I hope youâ�™re right.â�™

When they got there there was no sign of Kelsey so they went to the reception desk.

â�˜Hi, could you tell me which room John Moonves is staying in please. Our friend was supposed to meet him here and we canâ�™t get hold of her.â�™

â�˜Just a moment sir.â�™ The receptionist tapped away on her keyboard. â�˜Are you sure heâ�™s staying here.â�™

â�˜Yes.â�™

â�˜Iâ�™m sorry we donâ�™t have any record of a John Moonves staying here.â�™

â�˜Thatâ�™s not possible. He rang our friend and arranged to meet here because heâ�™s staying here. There isnâ�™t another Marriott near by is there?â�™

â�˜No sir.â�™

â�˜Thatâ�™s it Iâ�™m calling the police.â�™

The manager overheard Patrick and went over to find out why the police were going to be called to his hotel. Pete told him what had happened and he arranged for the CCTV footage to be made available to the police. Patrick sat ashen faced in the foyer, staring out the window, hoping beyond hope that Kelsey would pass by.

My Fall Out Boy Experience

First of all thanks Sheel & Vero for your nice comments on my last journal, they mean a lot to me. Having re-read what I said it made it sound so much worse than it actually was. I've had a couple of days to reflect on the night, I shouldn't have wrote on the night. I was alone in a strange place and I felt real bad, I was in my dark place and that's never a good thing.

As you all know I got Early Entry and I was really excited about getting up close to Patrick. Well here's what happened:

So the first mini drama was on the choo choo train, great start I reserved my ticket and seat in advance so when I got on I went looking for my seat. I found it and this shrivelled old bitch had her stuff on my seat. BIG MISTAKE! I told her it was my seat and she sighed and said 'I was looking forward to my freedom' and didn't move her stuff! Had she been civil I would have took another seat, there were plenty free, but she was trying to ruin my freedom so fuck her! I stared at her stuff then back at her and told her again that it was my seat. She finally moved it and I sat. The journey took about 3 hours and over the 3 hours more seats became available. Do you think I moved? Did I fuck! I sat in the same place all the way, I didn't even move to get anything to eat! That REALLY pissed the woman off, I coud hear her huffing and
puffing on and looking at the other seats. I ignored her and played some Fall Out Boy on my MP3 player, Fall Out Boy always makes everything better!

So I get to Glasgow and try to find my hotel. The street that it's on is about the size of the Great Wall Of China! I mean it was miles! I asked in a couple of places and no one had heard of it, at this point I start to worry a little. I was about to ring Phil to go on Google maps when I finally found it. The people in there couldn't have been nicer! They said if I'd rang they would have got a taxi to pick me up, where ever I was. They put my in a double room but only charged me single rate and gave me a map and full directions to the SECC. Seriously if you ever go to Glasgow stay at The Sandyford, the rooms are nice, basic but you've got tv, WiFi and tea and coffee, all you need!

So after a couple of hours chill out I made my way to the arena, the guy gave me a little map and told me shops to look out for on the way so it was real easy to find. I had to wait in a seperate queue for the early entry. Then some strange woman phoned me (oh wait that was you LOL). I get my pass and joined yet another queue. As we're waiting to go in someone comes out dressed as a monkey! The person goes round huging people and dancing round. I get a hug and the person takes the head off, IT WAS ONLY BLOODY PETE WENTZ!!!!! I didn't have time to get a pic as he was mobbed and had to run in.

So they let us in. Early Entry turned out to be a joke, basically they let us in at the front of the queue! But nevermind I was at the front and loving it! The first band came on, Youmeatsix (very good) and the crowd goes mental. Lots of pushing and crushing but I kept my nerve and didn't panic. I was jumping and singing along. Then people started to pass out. Security were getting them out. Someone passed out behind me and rather than lifting them (I couldn't duck or move) they DRAGGED her over me. Right over my neck and took a good few handfuls of hair too. One of the security made a big deal of the hair until I pointed out it was mine! The band finished and I was looking forward to a few minuyes breath before the next and but the crowd didn't stop. I couldn't breathe and my neck felt like I had whiplash (it's still killing today). I held on for ten minutes but the pain in my neck was the last straw and I had to give up and get out of the
pit. I was heartbroken. I would have been standing right in front of the singer if Fall Out Boy had been on. I got as close as I could but I still couldn't see much. I got a few good pics and videos. They did Grenade Jumper! They just decided on stage to do it! Woo Hoo! So as you can imagine I was gutted, especially when they did Saturday and I knew Pete was on he barrier right where I would have been. I was so proud of myself for not freaking out when the bands started to have it ruined by stupid security broke my heart. I hope they come back to the UK and I get another chance, I will be at the ront for Saturday, oh yes, it will be mine!

I'll get the pics up tonight and the videos over the next couple of days.

Heartbroken

Sitting in a hotel room in Glasgow. I'll explain what happened tonight fully when I get home. The boys sounded fantastic tonight, wish I'd been able to see them. I've let some of you guys down, you were expecting great pictures. SECC security are c**ts. I don't know if I'll stop crying over this. I know people have had worse experiences at shows but it still hurts, both emotionally and physically. More tomorrow. Sweet dreams Pete, Patrick, Joe & Andy. Usually I'd listen to Fall Out Boy to bring me out of this but the songs just remind me of what happened. I knew I shouldn't have got my hopes up.

Sorry.

I'm sorry, I got my hoes up and posted here and got you guys excited. I'm not meeting Fall Out Boy. Only London & Birmigham have a problem with the Early Entry. I'm going to Glasgow so it's Early Entry for me. No Meet & Greet. I'll be at the barrier though. Not the same as getting up close to Patrick. I really don't know how I feel right now. I'm excited I'm going but 24 hours ago I was going to get to meet Patrick. Now I'll get to see him for the floor.

Gutted........

But now I'm doing the happy dance like never before! I'M GOING TO MEET FALL OUT BOY!!!!!!!! Seriously when the tour was announced I thought I didn't have a chance to go then I managed to get the ticket but I thought I didn't have a chance for EE or M&G, then I got EE and was happy. Now I've got Meet & Greet and I don't think I'm ever going to come down!

Holy Hell!

I GOT EARLY ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is all.

12 days to go!

This will be my view!

Noice!